To be or not to be?

I hate it when I have to make a decision for something and not being able to decide!(what to wear,what to eat,what to buy) The same goes to what I had to teach everyday, how I have to handle students who don't seem to understand how to be a "student".

Teaching is no picnic man!

I struggled during my practicum to get thru it and I'm still struggling. My supervisor once said, "mungkin skarang keinginan awk utk mengajar belum terbuka".

*smirk*  

I'm worried that at this point, that I have gotten it or not.

Let me tell U that learning and working as an educator is living hell. I barely made it in class; thru out this semester I was always sleeping out of fatigue.

But now....(jeng jeng jeng)....I'm free!!!!I did it!I did my last assignment!It was like shit but I did it!!!The weight lifted from me feels like a 3kg of sillicones :-)) I was feeling like daymn,it feels so good ...as Elle said "macam batang besar" hahaha....

So all you biatch out there,I'm going for a movie tonight suckers!!!huhu...

Above all that,I miss mama ayah so much and hope they're alright...


Amy Ash@Miss Rainbow

Rejuvenating Amy

Assalamualaikum...

Isn't it nice that I start my first re-blog with an Islamic welcome?Hehe...I know I've always been direct with foul, sarcastic and cruel words. Well, that will come evidently as I express my unconditional expression later on :-) I always have a lot to say, but writing is just plain 50's and life has been a bumper car rides for the past months. even now in my crucial time, I finally pull my guts together (and thanks to kelepeh for helping me redesigning my blog) and have a personal blog of my own.

I don't wish to share this blog with anyone actually, but if you happen to add me (by fate or miracle haha) , spare your mind from worries and depression cause I'll write and say as I please.

Mama and Ayah is leaving us for Hajj in 3 days time. As much as I want to spend my time going to malls with friends, I can't deny that my heart always have and always will be at home. Today has been a long day as I voluntarily became their chauffeur; but knowing that they won't be around for another month closes any tiredness that came to mind.

I love you Mama Ayah, and I wish the both of you good health and the strength to perform your Hajj. My prayers are with you.



Love,

Amy Ash@Miss Rainbow