To be or not to be?

I hate it when I have to make a decision for something and not being able to decide!(what to wear,what to eat,what to buy) The same goes to what I had to teach everyday, how I have to handle students who don't seem to understand how to be a "student".

Teaching is no picnic man!

I struggled during my practicum to get thru it and I'm still struggling. My supervisor once said, "mungkin skarang keinginan awk utk mengajar belum terbuka".

*smirk*  

I'm worried that at this point, that I have gotten it or not.

Let me tell U that learning and working as an educator is living hell. I barely made it in class; thru out this semester I was always sleeping out of fatigue.

But now....(jeng jeng jeng)....I'm free!!!!I did it!I did my last assignment!It was like shit but I did it!!!The weight lifted from me feels like a 3kg of sillicones :-)) I was feeling like daymn,it feels so good ...as Elle said "macam batang besar" hahaha....

So all you biatch out there,I'm going for a movie tonight suckers!!!huhu...

Above all that,I miss mama ayah so much and hope they're alright...


Amy Ash@Miss Rainbow